Black Girls Are Easy

Black Girls Are Easy

...and the shadows fall behind you

I can never find beauty in demise

But oh what a pleasant surprise

A glorious creation

Greeting me with salutations

I watch you wave hello

Similar to a mellow bellow

And I know that’s an oxymoron

Without you things would be quite boron

You blossom into this world at a timely manner

Spreading gracefully like a banner

A rainbow of colors so splendid

You leave leprechauns offended

Because your sight is priceless

Even Egyptian gold can`t top this

Enough to make others stop in their place

As they see God`s gospel is written in your face

Wishing they can understand

How you paint an art so grand

Spitting your poetry without motion

And still provoking such emotion

Can`t wait to see the sunrise

as opposed to watching it die

please

promise me this gets easier...
please.

new mantra

“if you care about what other people think, you will always be their prisoner”

—	James Frey  so eff it! do you and prosper ;]

my lyfe currently

up jamming “must be nice”

con mi boo ;] 

“Must be nice

Having someone you can come home to from a long day of work

Must be nice

Having someone you don’t have to show they know exactly where it hurts

Must be nice

Having someone who trusts you despite what they’ve heard

Someone as mighty as a lion but still as gentle as a bluebird

Must be nice

Having someone you don’t have to tell you don’t want to be alone”

#throwup

This has been a weekend of throwup purging 

cleaned out my closet

found random clothes

shopped for the little sister

even Alfred shedded his shell(scales?)

then my body decides to purge

being sick sucks but I guess my body wanted in on the purging fun too.

Trying to figure out how I got sick

I haven`t had an appetite

Eaten mostly fruits for the last few days

Maybe this is a good thing

Hope to be in shape for some running later.

SPEAK NO EVIL

 Watch what you say. Forget the saying "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me." That statement is false. Words have unlimited power. People who fight get it over with but words can stick with you for life. Eliminate words like "I can't" and "impossible" out of your vocabulary. Using phrases like those will stop you from searching for solutions to your problems. Instead, replace those feelings of doubt with questions such as "how can I" and "what do I need to do to make this possible".
Pay someone a sincere compliment at least once a day, chances are your compliment will make their day a bit brighter, and they will pass that sunshine along to others. 

devotion.

Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against one of your people,

but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the Lord.
  — Leviticus 19:18

Hanging on to bitterness and keeping alive grudges is consuming
work. It leaves little energy for blessing others, praising God, or
enjoying life. The only way to get over a bitter heart toward
others is to actively love and serve them in ways that bless their
lives. If we can’t do this because it’s hard to feel like it is the
right thing to do, we do it because we know God and want to please
him!

My prayer

Dear Father of light, love and mercy, please remove from my heart any
cynicism or delight in seeing others around me fall. Instead, help
me to be a rescuer rather than a neglector. I want your grace to be
seen in my friendships and in all that I do. In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen.

to my luck jason

to my lucky jason

You are the shopping cart in my night sky

got me feeling like I`m on a sugar induced high

sweeter than strawberries with splenda

splendidly blended

something like my addiction to Arizona but amended

if I am sourpatch kids, first sour then i`m sweet

well baby you must be my snickers satisfying my every need

my lucky Jason strum your strings thirteen times

and open your heart and mind enough to receive my rhymes

marching to two different drums like a complicated melody

that even the most beautiful songstress cannot sing on key

piecing together like thousand piece puzzles

slowsly but surely fitting together, nuzzle

if only my dreams were premonitions

no premature decisions just pure intuition

—bullet.tongue

white flag.

i surrender to avoid negativity

i was never a barbie girl

--bullet.tongue

my smileyface for the day

God created men first, because you always make a rough draft before a masterpiece!

commonsense w/ a side of family

i should`ve been here...

shoutout to whoever got to see some of my fave men 

:(

-bullet.tongue

synapses

was listening to joy and pain in the car w/ madre.
reminded me of american gangster
(ask no questions)
Do you think frank lucas could`ve done all that without the government noticing?
I don`t... maybe government support....

sounds like

--bullet.tongue

no pink bunnies

my charger is broke.
my phone my die.
i`m thinking of letting it
one of those days.

-bullet.tongue

quote of the day

"We always long for the forbidden things, and desire what is denied us." -Francois Rabelais
-bullet.tongue

Do more than exist – live, Do more than touch – feel, Do more than look – observe, Do more than read – absorb, Do more than hear – listen, Do more than listen – understand

i need a job.
life is sad.

too bad love won`t pay the bills.


-bullet.tongue

anyone wanna buy me a camera???

"they say that nobodies perfect but you look perfected, i really love to be the one you took a step with, so trust me when I tell you it’d be worth the effort"