28.5.10

codeine i need you

got reminded today that i am a beautiful woman...
thx for the timing mother nature.
smh.


i need to find these meds.
immmejiateeelly...
tylenol 3.
please reveal yourself to me!

27.5.10

it`s 2 days til my 2 month anniversary of my current hair-affair ;]

who wishes they invested in good googlieee mooglie? moi!


Google TV Combines TV, Android and All of the Internet

Google TV Combines TV, Android and All of the InternetGoogle is launching something called Google TV. It brings regular TV and web video to your TV. Plus, Android apps. Apps! Live Updating
Google TV Combines TV, Android and All of the InternetGoogle says there are two worlds now, the web, which lives on your laptop and your phone, and the TV world, which lives on your TV. 
But why aren't the solutions today making traction? Here are 3 reasons, according to Google.
1. They dumb down the web for TV. You're re-creating the web. "It's WAP all over again." "We need to find a way to bring the entire web to the television."
2. "They're all closed." Once you can go anywhere on the web, you don't want to go back.
3. The solutions today make you choose between web or TV. If you have to switch between the two, it's over. You've lost users.
Google wants to incorporate both into "a single seamless experience."
Google TV Combines TV, Android and All of the Internet
And here's a demo explaining HOW this stuff all works.
Google TV Combines TV, Android and All of the Internet"Google TV starts with TV." This is your TV. "You only can add and enhance it."

26.5.10

phone notes. smileyface

 after having a healing conversation con mi madre. 
i called him.
found random notes on my phone
oh the beauty of my random thoughts.




"time doesn`t heal wounds the mind just covers them with scar tissue" 
--oh the reality in this statement is so amazing. i may come back to that for a post later

Poem 1: luckycharms?
you are my rainbow
you were orange when your fire lit my desire
you were blue when i saw you clear as day
you were purple at the times when we were together and i felt your royalty
you were green not like envy because that`s not your style but on days when trying to understand you made me sick
you were red when passion was embarked on your mind and body
you were yellow like caution warning signs that say "I follow my own rules"
you were beautiful as my rainbow
but my pot of gold has run out
you were a magnificent sight to see for that brief time
don`t be afraid to poke your head out again
I may need to see you when it rains.
I know that you were only temporarily mine because I felt that you belonged to someone else.


Poem 2: untitled
while you curve and crawl to find my nooks that keep me hooked
we fight in the most beautiful way
you push, i push back, sometimes pull
moving to a rhythm we both can attune to
symphonic sounds of pleasure and joy occasionally pain
but the good kind you don`t mind feeling the next day.
i laugh, you laugh, we laugh
i force my eyes closed believing in the saying that the best things in life are unseen.
this must be it because if there is anything better I don`t know if I can handle it.
You`re a drug that I don`t mind overdosing on
my promethazine lips that continue to sip
your codeine  
as you pour in that purple stuff that gives me a drag, a lag, the itis.
Once we sleep i watch you find peace
the beauty of your bone structure puts the Greeks to shame
i`m thinking maybe they modeled Adonis after you...

(that`s all i had on that one. maybe i`ll go back and finish it)

24.5.10

nihongo

jammin` The Time station on Pandora wishin` that Juneteenth would hurry up and get here. 
I`ve spent a good day w/ my twin looking at her beautiful new kitchen lol. Then went to go see mike: always a pick me up. smileyface. i went to the library. got 2 LSAT books. ichi nihongo hon.
my current readings are about as random as my brain. that`s saying alot.  


la pace. l`amore. la felicidad

make love not war.

i hear a fly by my window. but i don`t want to kill it





family

i will be working on a new piece prob.
sometime soon

i spent the whole day w/ my family.
i love them
they are beautiful in so many ways
we are truth.
we are love.

i learned family history.
like 1860 census kind of history
and yes i`m straight slave.
or so it seems from now
wonder who sold us?
which country i mean.


ended my night w/ crab legs
sweet corn
shrimp
chicken
all on the grill
w/ some cole slaw.

la pace, l`amore, la felicidad